I'm Falling in Love Again

Pagi ini aq bangun,
from a really nice long sleep after a while didn't get enough sleep
doing morning activities as usual

i woke up with a smile n feeling good, dunno why
see my face in the mirror, what a nice smiles i see, hehe
i'm so excited, well most of the times i always exciting of everything ;p

then, i wrote this...

something that makes me smile 'n happy :
Kumpulan benang merahku
Sel-sel tertawaku
Epidermis ceriaku
Tiang-tiang penyanggaku
Lelehan air mataku
Aliran nafasku
Tulang-tulang bertahanku
Mata harapanku
Telinga marahku
Kata-kata maafku
Gumpalan kasih sayangku
Dalam bentuk utuh satu tubuh called "FRIEND"

i'm so thankful having them all
i've learned to always treasure it

Rani yg dulu sempat hilang kembali lagi

yaps,
i'm falling in love again
i'm falling in love with myself

Rani yg dulu tidak pernah menghilang rupanya, cuma tertidur sesaat maybe, hihi
Rani yg ceria, fun
it's really nice to hear someone said to you that you have a really nice eyes
a bright full of life eyes ^_^
'n for that kind of person i will always treasure what we had

Alhamdulillah,
Thanks

My Being 27

I’ve heard before……
That on the age of 27th kita akan membuat keputusan penting that will change our life

Jimi Hendrix, Jim Morrison, Brian Jones, Janis Joplin
They all died in the aged of 27, bcoz overdose,
Kurt Cobain even shot himself, in the age of 27
It is an important decision if u decides to shot your self
But of course that won’t be my decision, I still want to live a lot longer
They’re musicians in their highest achievement of career but their life ends

Our first presiden Ir. Soekarno, mendirikan Indische Party also in the aged of 27
A really big important decision that change not only himself but also the Nation

Konon, di usia 27 th Tuhan akan menutup atau membukakan pintuNYA untuk kita, tergantung keputusan apa yang akan kita buat di usia 27 ini
Well, untuk kasus Kurt Cobain mungkin Tuhan menututp pintuNYA?, krna dia bunuh diri


It’s 00.00 am in the morning,
January 28th 2009
Today I’m 27 years old

What I wish for….
When I’m waiting forward seeing myself making that important decision that change my life, actually I really want to go back to the past and change the important decision I have made.
I wish I could turn back the time, so I can fix all of my mistakes
But if I fix it I won’t make mistakes, how can I learn from those mistakes then??
How can I know that I shouldn’t fall to the same well??
I wish I could love someone else, not him
But if I don’t love him, how can I know that it was wrong??
I wish I was a better person,
But if I was a better person, how can I be better now??

Maybe I will see myself make an important decision that will change my life
Maybe today, maybe next month,
Maybe next year just a minute before turning 28, who knows?

I’m really waiting forward seeing myself making that decision
I hope it’s a good decision, I hope I made the right decision
I hope it’s the best

Bismillah…………