"Terminal S.o.u.l.m.a.t.e."

Sebelum sampai ke jenjang Master, aq harus transit dulu di tingkat Sarjana selama 4tahun 10bulan, capek dan lamaaaaa, tiring..............

Sebelum sampai di Brisbane juni lalu, aq harus transit dulu sekali di Perth selama 7jam lebih, ngantuks, kaki pegel, tiring....

Sebelum sampai ke terminal "Ra", aq harus transit dulu dua kali, sekali selama 1tahun3bulan, sekali selama kurang dari 6bulan, even more tiring process and hurts......

but in somewhat, why i didn't know whether is he's my final terminal or just another transit terminal, sometimes i see again my ticket to him, it's really the longest journey until now, i stays in this terminal for 3years. i've been to this terminal before, i know this terminal for almost 5years before i decided to transit here.

why i stay, maybe bcoz i choose to stay, maybe bcoz i'm too scared to go to another terminal, maybe bcoz i don't want to having trouble to find where is the food court, toilet, passenger room or else in that terminal bcoz i've never been there, i didn't know the environment yet.

i've been to many terminals, i've seen many places in it, but why i choose this terminal, maybe bcoz the terminal did come to me, he is the one who ask me to transit in his terminal.

i'm just a little girl running scared chasing by time, try to find a terminal called "S.o.u.l.m.a.t.e."

i'm totally aware that before find that terminal there's a process to go through,
i have to get the ticket,
i have to pass the gate,
i have to boarding,
i have to transit,
before finally landed in that "terminal".
we never know how much we have to transit
or how many times should we feel hurts

i think i haven't landed yet,
i'm still in transit terminal,
maybe the terminal itself should decide
whether i should go to another terminal to transit again
or stays for good in this terminal and finally found my "S.o.u.l.m.a.t.e." terminal.

have you found your "S.o.u.l.m.a.t.e." terminal???