Finally........

Aiy......

Asik asik weekend......
i can spend all my time bermalas2an ria, huehue....;p

i'm reading a novel now, called 'Nayla' by Djenar Maesa Ayu
bahasanya bagus, alurny jg ga membingungkan
well dibandingin bacaan2ku sblmnya yg 'lebih ringan'
bacaan kali ni byk membuka pandanganku tentang sesuatu
hanya saja kadang terlalu terbuka

tapi secara keseluruhan, bacaan ni bagus banget

hmmm.........can't wait to read my own??????hehe....;p
kapan yah??? soon..........

Argh.......

hhmmm............

What can i say today,

well let's see....
i've been so busy lately, went home late after work, then get tired when arrived at my boarding home, my only place to rest on

hmmmmmm.....
i know what i need

a vacation...yups...

a whole day without thik hard, a day which i can spent with slouching, hehe......
a day where i can rest without no one intterrupped me
well if it does, i think i can cope with it;p
it's something that i need now isn't it????

ouch....
gak sabar nunguu weekend de......

Kabar Baru...............

Buat temen2 PSP'00
maen2 ke blog kita yach, klik aj link dsebelah kanan blog-ku ini, ada info baru dsna, okay.............
c u

Life Goes On and On..............

obladi oblada life goes on...bla
la la how the life goes on.....
(The Beatles)

yup life goes on and on and on.....
just like a piece of song lyrics above by the beatles

tadi pagi bangun dapet sms dari temen lama
dia cerita ttg dia and her baby-son just born a month ago
he's so cute, handsome and fatty she said to me

what a perfect life she had....
masih inget dulu saat masih kuliah, masih sering bareng, trus lulus, married

life goes on.....

and now.....already become a mother
kata byk org itulah 'perempuan seutuhnya'
yups menjadi seorang ibu adalah 'perempuan seutuhnya'

really????
do we have to be a mother to become one???

in my thoughts.....
gak harus kan, kita adalah perempuan sejak kita dilahirkan
dengan segala perjalanannya, pahit dan manis, sedih dan senang, airmata dan tawa
tumbuh besar dan dewasa
belajar mengerti tujuan dan arti hidup
mengalami kekecewaan, patah hati, disakiti, tangis
sembuh, mengerti arti cinta, bahagia, tertawa
menjalin hubungan dengan seseorang
menikah dengannya kelak
mengabdi padanya
memberinya anak2
akhirnya............
menjadi 'perempuan seutuhnya'

dengannya kita akan hidup maybe in 'bout 50 tahun ke depan
dengan anak mungkin hanya sampai 25 tahun
tapi kenapa ya ibu2 suka sering jadi lupa diri bahkan melupakan sang suami (yup, org yg kita nikahi dan hidup dengannya sampai akhir), hanya karena dirinya sudah jadi seorang ibu dari seorang baby (junior kita+suami), mereka seolah mendahulukan segalanya untuk anak daripada untuk suami kita (yup, org yg mencintai dan kita cintai)
maybe karena alasan 'perempuan seutuhnya' tadi
tapi....apakah dengan menikah kita belum menjadi perempuan seutuhnya????

sepadankah itu, harga jadi ibu dan punya baby=melupakan suami, well at least berkurang lah perhatian kita (kan perhatian kita seluruhnya buat baby yg br lahir itu)

pada banyak hal yg kulihat juga sebaliknya, ayah juga jadi kurang memperhatikan istrinya saking senangnya punya baby
kemana-mana, pasti bakalan bilang "anakku udah bisa ini, lucu deh" ato "anakku udah bisa itu, jadi gemesss", secara tak sadar mereka berdua lambat laun saling melupakan dan terfokus pada "anak saja", ini bisa mengancam keberadaan cinta lo.......

well pada akhirnya..........

kita musti berpikir kembali, jgn sampai kita lupa diri hanya karna baru punya anak, dia memang buah segenap cinta kita dan pasangan, tapi mereka (baby kita) kelak akan pergi meninggalkan kita dan mencari dunianya sendiri, sedangkan dengan pasangan kita memilihnya untuk hidup dengan kita selamanya
mungkin kesannya gak enak didenger semua omonganku diatas (well maybe bcoz aq blm married n have a baby), but this is what i feel now, later on (i don't know yet)
so jangan lupakan keajaiban cinta yg telah menyatukan kita dan pasangan ya.....
kekuatan yg bisa bikin kita bilang "IYA" saat ijab kabul
ketentraman saat kita berada di pelukannya, keindahan saat kita lihat matanya, ketenangan saat kita mendengar kata2nya
dan terutama keyakinan yg membuat kita 'memilihnya' that he's/she's the one
that this is what i want, what i choose for the rest of my life
the person that makes me feel became 'perempuan seutuhnya'

Life goes on isn't it
just like her
i'll have my own soon or later

hehe.......(^-^)
jangan tersentuh ya.....

Wife 'to-be'

Sometimes i wonder........

is it that hard if we are wife 'to-be'????
we must wake up early in the morning after sleep late
waking him up so he don't have to be late for pray
give him an attention
care for him
care for his feelings
respect him
take care of his pride
don't step on his dignity
keep him as ur leader
remain to patient,
about whatever he did

but must of all....
we must love him

god....

do we have to.....

in fact this whole month
he prefers to be with TV with that 'worldcup-thing'
rather than spend time with us

it doesn't mean i hate soccer

it's just

i'm tihinking
is it fair enough for us gals.....???

NB: BTW....Don't be ingratiated (jgn dimasukin hati)
about what i wrote above
i'm just frustrated today
SO MUCH work to do, SO LITTLE time that i had
Arrggghhh.....!!!
Life isn't easy
am i right???

Sharings..............

this morning i woke up suprisingly...........
early in the morning and someone is shouting outside my room

i said hell no.....
it's still early and i had to woke up bcoz of someone's voice....

DAMN.........

i still sleepy after last ninght i went to bed too late (bcoz of reading off course, don't think i'm doing something else???;p)

then i realize.........

yeah right......

i don't live alone here
i (still) live in share accomodation
yups......
i (still again) live in a boarding house
with many others girls........

so i'm not supposed to upset, i lived with many others
i don't live alone
it's a boarding house for god's sake
not my private house or cottage (tdk bermaksud melebih2kan si, hehe...;p)

then what.........

i'm thinking.......
wondering...........

we all lived have to share...........
sharing placed to lived with
sharing thoughts
sharing food
we do sharing prays after we pray (sholat maksudya...;p)
we even do share air to breathe with millions of us living together in this planet
yes we do share to each other........

we do share many parts of our life to live

but then i'm thinking farther............

do i have to share my life with someone?????

it's a big question in my heads

why???who???how???

why we have to if we don't want to???

do i have to share all of my dreams with him
is he that Mr.Right
out of nowhere suddenly asking my life to be share

I said.......

Hay......
who are u anyway???

first..........
are you that Mr.Right i've been waiting for........

if so what makes u deserve???

only u can tell

we all must gazing.........

before we really share our life with someone

is it right??is it what i want??what i need???

above all

we do all know....
why we want to do such stupid things.......

Because we want to....
Because we love to

BECAUSE........

we LOVE that person

only four letters........
but had so much to tell
so much meanings...........

only u can tell

Hay...............

Ass.
hai hai everyone..........
i'm new here, finally i had my own blog, hehe.......
so...why don't u have a look
it's free anyway......

Luv
-Ranee-